Yesterday night , hardly get to sleep
Ya...I missed you...
missing your goodnight and kiss
that you usually give me every night before sleep
I'm trying ...to be strong...not to cry
but its seem impossible to control my tears
after all the truth i knewthat you left me because of her
in the begining,i found it funny and angry
but in my deep heartthere is still a soft voicetelling me not to judge you by what that I've seen
for when the days we are together
you are not that kind of person
Ya...I missed you...
missing your goodnight and kiss
that you usually give me every night before sleep
I'm trying ...to be strong...not to cry
but its seem impossible to control my tears
after all the truth i knewthat you left me because of her
in the begining,i found it funny and angry
but in my deep heartthere is still a soft voicetelling me not to judge you by what that I've seen
for when the days we are together
you are not that kind of person
Blocked my facebook huh？
I don't really get the reason why you have to do this
To stop me from seeing the romance of you and her?
or to prevent me from annoying you ?
Actually,you need not to worry bout it
I'm not a bitch
that likes to spoil others' relationship.
I saw your status , and her post too...
I admit that I'm envy of her
to get your love
the love that I used to comfortable in.
But,
I thought I've said very clear that night
" 祝你们幸福."
when I said that , I mean it.
If she can play better gf role than me
if she can bring you more happiness than me
If she love you more than I do
I'm willing to let go for the sake of you two
after all , she's more near to you and you've seen her before
you two sure get along quite well
I guess that's why you'll fall for her
Nevermind , I understand
It's time for me to leave
I remember that you always say
"是你的就是你的，勉强是没有幸福的"
I remembered,that's why I quit.
I guessed , I'm immature
to cope up with you in life
after all , you are much more older than me
maybe you were sicked and tired of my naive
though you said I'm cute
but I guess you did not manage your interest quite well huh?
that's why she can easily slip in our relationship
So is the promises ...you gave me
to meet up with me after my SPM...
to spend whole day together...
to bring me around your hometown...
to introduce me to your parents...
to have dinner with your family...
to stay beside me whenever I have menstrual pain...
to show our love infront of your friends because they once tease you...
to buy me a necklace with an "H" on it...
to stop and control my addiction to DDT...
to spend an evening listening Jay Chou's songs by earphone...you take one side and I take the other...
to hug me to sleep when the night is cold
to give me real goodnight kisses and morning kisses before sleep and after waking up...
to eat the breakfast I cooked although its digusting...
...
......
but I guessed...those promises wont be acheive already bah :')
you've gone...far I guess?
far enough to fail my intention to retain you?
haha :'D ya , it's too late...I know
I wonder...what did you do with the "M" necklace you bought...
did you threw it away already?
threw it just like how you threw my heart away?
Don't worry :)
I'm a strong girl
I‘ll recover soon...I hope
wake up from the sweet dream that have turn to nightmare
wake up from the dilema you brought me into
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